a walk to the other side of the country/globe?

why don't you live here?
if you moved here, that would be ultimately the greatest gift.
i'd see you everyday,
and we could fall in love.

i'd like cloverdale if you were here.
i hate everyone here.
hate them.

you would be my best friend, no question about it.
maybe more than that.
you're the only one i trust lately.
i want that more than anything.
for you to just freaking live here.
i would love my life.
tell tine and carl to start packing please??

'let's stomp this disaster town'
you always say to me.
it reminds me of cloverdale.
it reminds you of kelseyville.
maybe we can just move away from everyone.
i say that a lot and realize it sounds flirty and impossible.
but i really do just want to do that.

you'd have no idea who jish is.
if i had you, i wouldn't be bothering with reese.
i probably wouldn't know her.

i get extremely jealous of jish.


we should just run away to some big city.
new york, boston..
maybe seattle so we could see katie and bunk with her when we're homeless.
i just want the city we live in to be wow-this-is-really-easy-to-get-lost-in.
so maybe we'd never see the same person twice if we disliked them.
....blah.
maybe some big city in greece or france, countries where they allow underage drinking
so we can go out into public and fool around when we have a shitty day.
...it would be a very rare occasion though, because i'd say we'd never have a shitty day if we were with each other all the time.

let's go sleep in flowers with my puppy.
we can pack her in our bags.
..to make money, we could be street performers.
living statues or musicians with baskets in front of us for money.
sometimes i ask for almost the complete opposite of absolute success.
i guess success is just what makes you content with what you're doing, how you're living.
that's what i want. i don't expect to be famous.
i'd like it, a lot, but i know that's a very small chance, and it's not what i have my heart completely set on.
i want a simple, fun life. where i can break rules without being watched...
yeah...


yeah..so..jish is lucky x564738



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