cutoff.

i realized how easily inspired i am.
by a simple line of words, or a melody on a movie i just heard in the background.


..hopefully this post won't be as depressing as my last.
i read it today and i was shocked.
i couldn't imagine myself writing that, though it wasn't even twenty-four hours ago.


my foot hurts more and more by the hour.
the vicious stubbing of my pinky toe has become more of a burden to my foot-bending.
the feeling has spread almost up to my heel.
when i hit it on the chair, i roared with pain and thought i broke it.
..i still haven't actually checked.


best friends can become strangers.
i find myself ignoring vinnie.
i saw him at friday night live...i walked right behind him without any acknowledgment of his existence.
i saw him at the movies, stood directly behind him to buy a ticket and didn't greet him once.


vinnie and i have come to a point where when we look at each other directly,
we wave and turn our eyes to our path, and walk straight past.


we don't want to bother telling each other how we feel about anything,
because we both don't intend to be friends.
sometimes i get the feeling that he tries,
but very poorly, and i don't respond to any of his signals.


school starts in nine days.
i'm a freshman.