Decomposition

do you ever feel like you're just having one of those days?

you feel like everyone is gone.

like they're here, but it's not the same as it should be.

everyone just seems gone.




i feel like everything is just decaying right in front of me.

my world is so blank today.

partly because everyone came home today and went straight to sleep.




do you ever walk into a room and think of how bad the lighting is?

like, not the fixtures, just the way it pushes against the mood you're in.

i don't want light in every crevice i can see... i just want a little.

then you turn down the light and its too dark.

so you find somewhere in the middle, and it still just doesn't fit.

my atmosphere is just so out of whack, i'm going berserk.





everyone's gone.



i'll be spending my valentine's day valentine-less, as usual...

i'm just glad i won't have to face it at school.

(i only have monday, tuesday and wednesday this week... then i have the next monday off)

thank goodness for the fair.

it will take my mind off whatever it's on.




sorry reese but you won't be getting another heart-shaped-red-velvet-box-of-chocolates from me again.




planning to wear comfy sweats to school all this week.

dressed to un-impress.

i decided that school is a second home, and everyone there you know, so in a way, it's sort of your family.

without the sharing blood part...that would just be weird.





i went to tex wasabi's last night.

basically the sexiest restaurant out there (besides the bluebird, of course...)

i saw jake green there.

honestly, i can't stand that kid.

we never got along.



just another one of those kids who pretends they're stupid so they'll make the others laugh.





anyways, i'm off to eat orange sherbert.


l8r, sk8rz!


PS. quote of the day; "sometimes people play hard to get because they need to know that the other person's feelings are real."