Dear Jenny,

last night was amazingly shitty in about thirty different ways.

the last thing i had said to josh was that you, allie, were still my friend. i just didn't have a crush on you.

...and my all-time favorite quotes begin here:

"yr fucking stupid you just said you dont like her you gay faggit liking the dick i heard"

"and yr a faggit that likes the dick and ill kill yr fucking babies you queer i can make it so you never talk to allie again"

"dont plan on tallig to allie ever again you emo faggit i read all yr blogs. yr a faggit and you are gay and you like men. go crie for reese you queer"

"i cant wait till i beat the shit out of yr faggit ass. yr a faggit. i know yr bi an you like the dick you faggit."

"go change yr url allie will just tell me it like she did yr old one you emo faggit. i cant believe yr bi and like guys wow yr a faggit dont talk to my girl"

"yr a cool kid go get a life with someone else gay faggit."


...repetition just fascinates me. like i truly want to keep reading even with all the spelling errors, which just kill me.

i'm glad you haven't seen this side of him.

even if you did, though, it probably wouldn't make a difference because you'd still be defending him.



i think my favorite text out of the whole entire night, though, was the one from you, allie.

"what the fuck"



it's funny how once upon a time you told me "you act like the victim and no one's ever even done anything to you,"

and then this happens behind my back.



fucking smooth.


go ahead and "take josh's side because you have to."

don't fucking trust him with secrets that aren't yours.

because it's MY secret and I tell the people i trust and obviously i made a mistake in telling you.


i've blogged for so long about people who i need to learn to keep away from in my life and you've become one of them.


this is the last blog you'll read.

i should have never told you. veronica even warned me you would tell josh.

but i didn't care, because i thought that someone whose girlfriend has been with another girl would understand.

but some people are just ignorant, hypocritical fucking mongoloids who don't know jack shit about what it's like.

and the award goes to josh.


fucking cunts.



i've got no trust for you.


no one's worth it these days.

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