november going on december

i'm planning to keep this blog short.


i read your blogs. felt like browsing onto it and seeing if you had updated without telling me.
you did. it gave me something to do for a couple minutes.
analyzing it, reviewing the past ones.
'my emotions change faster than the latest trends.'
. . . i like that one.



i didnt get to see my sister much, either. it sucks because i was actually planning on it.
she was with jason in santa rosa for four days straight. she leaves to chico tonight.


i did get today with her, though.
we sat and played viva pinata all day. i made her teriyaki chicken.
she's still playing it a few feet behind me, winning new animals and expanding her garden, blurting random words that refer to nothing i know of.


i think about how sick i get (stick it on jealousy) of your words to jish.
i wonder how much more sickening it must be to read MY blogs, watching me complain, day after day, then turning around and writing love notes.
its because my emotions change faster than the latest trends.
that's why i like that one, hammy.



i'm bored with myself. i'm bored with the sun. i'm bored with cloverdale.
this list could go on forever.
life at home in cloverdale hasn't been satisfying for the past couple days.
feel like i'm invisible.



this break has gone by way, way, way, too fast.



my life consists of music and food. and that is not a damn lie.


i've started the ten-day countdown towards the tegan and sara concert.
i'm kind of wishing it will be postponed, because after december fifth, what will i have to look forward to? christmas?
not really.
christmas break, more like it. . . alright. i've convinced myself. i'm excited for christmas break.


still hoping that on the day of december fifth we can stop in your town.


i'm off. this blog has no patience for a PS.