summer skin rush.

one tasty morsel at a time.

i can't get farther away from you.

it's impossible.


but this summer will break that word, because i'll be halfway around the world.

everything i'm excited about, i'm not excited as i should be.

maybe because i've done most of what i've wanted to get done.

seen what i thought i should see.



i should be blowing my guts out in excitement for europe.

normally i would.

but there's something gone. it's that rush.

i don't get that rush until i am in within a day of the event.


i can't fucking wait for tegan and sara.

i can't fucking wait for europe.


...honestly, truthfully, if i had to choose between the two,

i'd pick tegan and sara.

17 days in europe or a couple of hours with the girls on stage.

but it's okay, i guess... i don't have to make a choice.

because i'm doing both.



i've never wanted summer more than i have been.

because.. i'll be lonely.

yes. i want summer to come so i can be lonely.

i'm not being sarcastic...

there's another feeling that comes along with being sad with yr music and your loneliness.

it's almost... likable.

does that sound crazy?

especially during warm nights when i'm out on the lawn with my eyes closed.

"nobody likes to, but i really like to cry."

(the con verse 1)

part of what makes this song so relatable to me.



fucking pathetic? i know.


i'm just hoping to God this summer won't be like last.

please no more one-inch-away suicide attempts.


falling in love with death cab.

plans just amazes me.


there are so many sounds of summer in that album...

everything is just special.



walking with a ghost and back in your head remix drives me wild...



imagining you crying on your way home, in the bathroom, and before a doorway breaks my heart, hammy.

close your eyes, clear your mind, you're free to fly.


i'm out like a deaf kid in musical chairs.

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